biarkan ia perlahan-lahan...

knp hati ni tenang sangat ble kat situ?
selesa sangat ble ad kat situ..
ak pun xtau..
tapi sangat tenang..
penah tersasar..
tp mencuba mencari jalan pulang..
kata 'dia' petang tadi..
"ko dah dapat pun elin..nak tunggu apa lagi?"
"kalau Dia tarik balik mcm mne?"

jangan! jangan....

tapi.. aku takut..
aku takut aku buat smua tu nanti..
disebabkan manusia..
bukan keikhlasan aku sendiri..
aku belum kuat..
biarlah ia perlahan-lahan..
asalkan ia teguh..

en. blog

dear en. blog..

hurmm..i don't know what i'm trying to say.. and i don't know what shud i write to you. but i'm badly sad rite now... i don't know with whom shud i tell.. or how shud i tell them.. then i think it's better telling you what my heart whisper rite now...

lots of things happened lately.. keTENSYENan pilih dai.. keSERABUTan ngan mendan.. keSEDIHan my sis will get engaged next month.. keRINDUANan wif abah ngan mak.. and deadly.. bertimbun2 kadai and report to be finished up!*sigh*

let me start with my mendan.. i'm so frustrated.. i cn't apply for shibaura and tokai.. as what sensei told me, there's too many student who applied to. and the limit for denki student, only 5students. coz of my terrible result in last sem.. i've been rejected. you deserve it elin!

sensei suggest me to apply takushoku university and tokyo university of tech. and take the network course. yeah.. i have interest with that course.. but i theres no one of my fren who has the same interest. i cn't study alone.. i shud have someone who can guide me.. who can teach me with anything that i don't understand. this morning, in class, some of them talking bout this. they have just came back from soudan wif sensei. they so happy. really happy. when sensei allowed them to go that dai and taking the same course. but, what about me?? =[
you two guys.. better don't talk about it infront me again.. it's hurt me.. really.

my sis, the one who really close wif me, will get engaged in dis june..tiada lagi teman meronggeng =[ .. when i get the news.. i crying non-stop.. i know, it will be like me and abg.. he pay much attention on his family.. no more gdh2 cm dlu.. ada but so rarely.. but this tyme sgt2 terasa that i will lost her.. no more 'kereta ank dara'.. no more ronggeng2 wif her.. mst dh xdpt teman her if she have any course here.. xdpt tmpg her hotel lagi.. no more nite shift.. telling you en.blog.. how close we are.. i know all of her staf and frens.. yela..slalu sgt ikut die gi kerja.. huhu.. sis...if you read en.blog, hope you know that i really love you! jgn laa stop top up my fon eik?huhu..

hurmm..i shud stop here en.blog...gt something to do.. pen off!

UNTITLED. THAT'S ENOUGH.

Doa seorang rakan di dalam artikel terbaru azzariyat betul2 buat aku tersentap.

“ Jangan Ya Allah.. Kau palingkan hati kami setelah Kau beri hidayah kepada kami. Tetapkanlah hati kami untuk terus menerus membela agamaMu. Jangan Kau biarkan nasib kami ditentukan oleh diri kami sendiri walau sekadar sekelip mata atau kadar yang lebih cepat daripada itu…………….”

Ya Allah.. Apa yang aku cari selama ini?

there can be miracles when you believe~

Many nights we prayed
With no proof anyone could hear
In our hearts a hope for a song
We barely understood
Now we are not afraid
Although we know theres much to fear
We were moving mountains
Long before we knew we could, whoa, yes
There can be miracles
When you believe
Though hope is frail
Its hard to kill
Who knows what miracles
You can achieve
When you believe somehow you will
You will when you believe
[mmmmmmmmmyeah]
Mmmyeah
In this time of fear
When prayer so often proves in vain
Hope seems like the summer bird
Too swiftly flown away
Yet now Im standing here
My hearts so full, I cant explain
Seeking faith and speakin words
I never thought Id say
There can be miracles
When you believe (when you believe)
Though hope is frail
Its hard to kill (mmm)
Who knows what miracles
You can achieve (you can achieve)
When you believe somehow you will
You will when you believe
[hey]
[ooh]
They dont always happen when you ask
And its easy to give in to your fears
But when youre blinded by your pain
Cant see the way, get through the rain
A small but still, resilient voice
Says hope is very near, oh [oh]
There can be miracles (miracles)
When you believe (boy, when you believe, yeah) [though hope is frail]
Though hope is frail [its hard]
Its hard to kill (hard to kill, oh, yeah)
Who knows what miracles
You can achieve (you can achieve, oh)
When you believe somehow you will (somehow, somehow, somehow)
Somehow you will (I know, I know, know)
You will when you believe [when you]
(ohoh)
[you will when you]
(you will when you believe)
[oohoohooh]
[oh...oh]
[when you believe]
[when you believe]

This was the ever dramatic scene form the movie "Prince of egypt", with the OST When you believe.

In the film, this song of inspiration is performed by the characters Tzipporah (Michelle Pfeiffer) and Miriam (sung by Sally Dworsky). The protagonists of this ballad recall tough times that have them questioning their faith: they have prayed for many nights to God but those prayers seem to remain unanswered, and they wonder if they are wasting their time. Nevertheless, they realize that although times may be difficult, "there can be miracles when you believe" in God.

Don't take the negative site of this movie but take the lessons from it. There can be miracles when you have faith with Allah. Usaha, tawakal and believe in Allah, insyaAllah, everything will be fine.

Might be some of you people don't really know what this movie is about. The Prince of Egypt is a Dreamworks movie based on the biblical story of Moses. Adaptasi based on cerita Nabi Musa. Ni laa yang orang cakap, 'PERANG SARAF'. Tapi cite ni dah kne banned pn. But it's really weird when there's the same kind of this movie on the market. Such as 'The Ten Commandments'(a grand retelling of the epic story of Moses), 'Arabian Nights', 'Day of Destruction'(cite pasal hari kiamat kot) and 'Hercules'(half God, half man, all power). Infront of the cover write "WARNING: This film is not suitable for Muslim viewers". Why?? Might be they realize that we know true story. Haha.

(T.T)tabahkan hati ini Ya Allah~

(O.o)stress...

hey! let's me share something with you guys.. i read it from an article.

"Orang-orang yang beriman itu akan menjadi tenteram hati mereka. Ingatlah, bahawa dengan mengingati Allah hati itu akan menjadi tenteram." ( Ar-Ra'd: 28).

Islam melihat tekanan sebangai hasil dari renggangnya hubungan seseorang dengan al-Khaliqnya. Ini kerana Allah menyatakan bahawa ketenangan hanya dimiliki oleh mereka yang sentiasa mengingati Allah dalam setiap saat kehidupan.

Hey, at last I’d made my blog pretty much beneficial for people to read. Haha. take lesson from it.

pen off.

どうしようかな？？

tOing!! tOing!! elin rOlling on the flOor..

it's May already
but still don't know
which dai=u i want to go
*sigh*
i need to pass up the entrance form by today
but i still not make any choice
arghh.. i don't want to think about it
i hate it
i hate when i need to make a choice..
rOlling! rOlling! rOlling!
i have interest on wireless
but some of them said
wireless is a though subject
sensei also said that
plus, there's no one who have the same interest with me
i don't wanna go alone
i can't study alone
and i can't be so friendly with japanese
*sigh* doushiyoukana??
doko no daigaku he ikitainoka??
nanno senmon ga sukinano??
kore ha muzukashi desune..


p/s: tadi kne marah ngan karino sensei..seday =[