I'LL KEEP MOVING ON...

I can almost see it
That dream I'm dreaming but
There's a voice inside my head sayin,
You'll never reach it,
Every step I'm taking,
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking but I
Got to keep trying
Got to keep my head held high

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes I'm gonna to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing,
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes they knock me down but
No I'm not breaking
I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm going to remember most yeah
Just got to keep going
And I,
I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on, cause

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes I'm gonna to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

Keep on moving
Keep climbing
Keep the faith baby
It's all about
It's all about
The climb
Keep the faith
Keep your faith


no matter how tough this way..
no matter how difficult the question that sensei gave us..
no matter the struggle im facing..
no matter at what tyme i sleep every nyte..
no matter till what tyme i stayed at uti..
no matter what they will say..
no matter how garang cikgu ropek..
no matter what....
even sometymes they knock me down but..
i'm not breaking...
i won't give up...
I'LL KEEP MOVING ON...

YA ALLAH..BERILAH KEKUATAN KEPADA KAMI..
BAGI MENGHADAPI PEPERIKSAAN YANG AKAN DATANG..
BERILAH KEJAYAAN YANG CEMERLANG KEPADA ELIN DAN RAKAN2..
AMINN..

みんな期末試験がんばってね...

p/s: peeps..sorry for every single mistakes that i've done..in and out..up to toe..if ada hutang pape cakap laa..huhu..do pray for us..

al-fatihah

tadi baru je dpt tau..my fren's dad bru je meninggal..when i gt the news..xtau nape..rse cam tkot sgt...am i afraid coz im keep thinking when will my turn or aku risau my dad yg akan pergi?? dua2 pon tkot..if it's my turn...ckup ke amalan aku ke sana??if abah...dah cukup ke aku balas jasa abah??

exam is just round the corner..lagi 1mggu lbh je..*lagi smggu ke???xstdy pon lg........* cmne kappa nnt eik??if i'm in kappa's shoes..blom tntu i'm strong enuff to face it..but peeps..pls do pray for her..hope kappa will strong enuff to face all dis..and for almarhum..hope die tergolong dlm golongan hambaNya yg soleh..

3perkara yg akan dibawa bersama ke kubur:
1) sedekah
2) ilmu yang bermanfaat
3) DOA ANAK YANG SOLEH

dear kappa...be strong dear..if u've anything..come to see us..we'll be there for you..have faith dear~

++ wishlist..huhu

1) saya nak ayah saya slalu ada kat umah..everyday+every nyte!
2) saya nak peluk ayah saya..
3) saya nak mak saya selalu senyum..xsusah hati lagi..
4) saya nak tido ngan mak saya..
5) saya nak k.ida dapat gi UK..nanti leh gi ryouko free..wiii~
6) saya nak k.ya xpening2 agi pikir psal prob die..
7) saya nak k.ja xlupekan saya ble die kawen nnt..
8) saya nak abg byk masa ngn saya lagi..
9) saya nak momot..
10) saya nak family saya proud of me..

but the most important is.....
SAYA NAK DIE PERGI JAUH DARI HIDUP KAMI!!!!
saya nak......family saya yg dulu

wishlist..hoho

1) handbags (GUESS summer collection)

2) orange watch
3) jeans
4) perfume (lme xintai2 perfume..but really dah jatuh hati wif DKNY Be Delicious)
5) flowers
6) white bed sheet wif orange comforter
7) shoes
8) big teddy (but i stil luv my lil ted from him)
9) flight ticket to terengganu for dis weekend (omeshickk)



My birthday is coming up soon. Anyone wants to give any of above as my birthday present?pleasee??hehehe..:p

kerdilnya aku di duniaMU..

Munajatku padaMu Tuhan
Ampuni dosa kumasa silam
Sempurnakanlah kehidupanku
Murahkan rezeki dengan nikmat-Mu

Jadikanku hamba bertaqwa
Tiang iman untuk agama

Munajatku padaMu Tuhan
Ampuni dosa sekalian insan
Sempurnakanlah hidup kami
Murahkan rezeki dengan nikmat-Mu

Jadikan kami hamba bertaqwa
Tiang iman untuk agama

Laa ilaha illAllah
Jauhkan aku dari siksaan
Api neraka yang panas
Membakar manusia ingkar di dunia

Muhammadurrasulullah
Terimalah ku jadi umatmu
Ku pohon syafaat darimu
Beratkan neraca pahala kunanti

Aku aniaya...
Diri sendiri selamanya
Ku tak tertanggung...
Duka dan dosa silamku

it's for you abah..

i know that abah won't read this entry..
but abah, i wrote this special for you..
my super duper hero..=)
an excellent father, his strength is making me stronger
HAPPY FATHER'S DAY ABAH..

abah..are u still remember..when i'm in standard 6..anak abah ni byk sgt maen2 kn??with sports..pegi kem 2 kem ni..all of the family was so worried bout me..UPSR lg sket je..tapi xstudy pun kn?after skol, gt shower..pastu tros tgk tv..huhu..tapi abah xkesah pun..abah always said,
"i know you can do it..abah tau anak abah ni.."
hikhik..syg abah!abah slalu suh smayang hajat..blk skola kne jemaah ngan abah.. alhamdulillah.. when the result announced..i got it!huhu..abah laa org yg plg happy..abah cakap..
"adik kne jadi doc..nnt abah sakit..sng.."
abah mmg takut ngan doc pn..sbb tu nak anak die jadi doc..

abah..abah igt lg tak??that tyme..sme org dah dapat tawaran gi skola sains..but i didn't get anyone of it..abah calm me down..
"xpe..skola biasa pun xpe..dpt msk kls rancangan khas tu jgk kn??"
he smiled at me..even i know..deep inside his heart..he really sad..i'm sorry abah..

abah..abah igt lagi tak??ttbe adk dpt tawaran gi skola sheikh malik??skola agama..all of them wanna me go there..sbb skola tu pun skola top gak kt trg..but i don't wanna go there..tak nak gi skola agama..nanti kene pkai tudung labuh...hahha..i cried all day long..pastu abah pujuk...
"xnak pegi pun xpela..skola je kt skola skarang.."

abah..abah igt lagi tak??a month at that skoll..a got a letter..TAWARAN KE SEKOLAH BERASRAMA PENUH..i'm so happy...yes i am!adik terus call abah...abah had a meeting on that tyme..adk jerit2 kt abah..
"adk dpt skola sains!!yes! adik dpt"
adk dpt dgr suara hepy abh..kejap pastu..abah smpi umah..xtau laa brape abah pecut..he leave the meeting..abah read the letter..and hugged me tightly..
"TANIAH!", he said..

abah..abah igt lagi tak??my 1st month at scipp??i called home everyday..i cried and cried..it's my 1st tyme away from home..i asked u to pick me home..abah cakap..
"sabar laa..kte nak jadi doktor..weekend abah pegi"
every week abah and mak visited me..i don't care how far you travel just to visit me..what i know that tyme is..i want to meet both of you..just it..everytyme you come..after solat..abah mesti take a nap kat surau..penat sgt kot..3 jam driving..tapi adik xpenah kesah pun mse tu kan??abah sabar je..thanx abh!

abah..abah igt lagi tak??when PMR is just round the corner??i called you..just to shared with you..how worried i am..
"adik takut laa nak PMR"
pastu abah marah2
"anak abah sme berani2..xde takut2 ni"
abah ex-army..pantang anak die takut2 ni..then i sobbed..abah tanya dah xjwb dah..senyap je..
weekend tu abah ngan mak visited me..i'm quiet surprised..you didn't told me that you wanna come..mak cakap abah nyesal marah2 adik..hikhik..sayang abah!

abah..abah igt x??adik xdpt ambk rslt PMR..kite nak hntr mak teh g umrah kan??abah cakap call je..i warned everybody..don't ever gedik2 nak call skola eik..biar adik tau dlu..adk xconfident ngan my result..byk sgt maen2 mse tue..tapi xdapat tau jgk hari tu..office busy sgt..so we decided call esk..esk tu..abah xsng duduk..adk pun sme..after suduh xtdo pun..kte gilir2 call office..abah call dalam bilik abah..gne ur fon..adk call dlm blk adk..skali..they answered my cal..
once again..alhamdulillah..i got straight A's..lari2 msk bilik abh..lompat2 atas katil abah..jerit2..abah hepy sgt..mak kat dapur dgr adik jerit2..terus naek..mak nangis..and so with you..i'm so proud..dapat buat both of you hepy..alhamdulillah..

abah..abah igt lagi tak??on the way nak amk rslt SPM lak..kte stop breakfast..adk xlalu mkn..abh mrh..
"knape xnk mkn??nak biar perut kosong??nak gastrik??"
adk nangis..mak ckp ngan abh..
"jgn mrh..smlm pun xleh tdo nihh..risau laa tu"
pas makan..dlm kete adk senyap je..tapi nak dekat2 smpi tu..adk tny abah ngan abah..klu adk xdpt 10A xpe ke??
"abah ngan mak xkesah pun brpe..yg penting adk dah usaha..abah nampak tu"
i smiled..but i know..they really hope that i could gt straight A's..mak cakap..kalau boleh jgn lagi rndh dari result PMR..dalam kete adk dpt msg frm my teacher..she said i got 7A's..i tell you..
abah ngan mak nangis..but i don't knowboth of you nangis sbb hepy or frust..but i'm really frust with it..i hope i gt 8 and above..tapi bile smpi skola..and gt the result..
"taniah..awk dpt 8.."ckgu sahar ckp
"tipu arr ckgu..td miss sabby msg sy..sy dpt 7 je.."
ngan muka monyok sket ni..huhu
"lor..xcye tgk sndri.."
kire2 blk..btl laa..8..huhu..adik jerit pggl abah..
"adk dpt 8 laa bah..adk dpt 8!"
dis tyme adk nmpk..abh senyum..laen dri yg td..lagi lebar snym abh...pas kuar office 2..abh ckp..abh mmg target adk dpt 8 and above pun..alhamdulillah..abah siap nazar ag utk adk..

abah..abah igt lg tak??bila adk dpt msk JAD??abh laa org plg hepy..mse mle2 nk intrvw nak msk intensive..abah xdpt hntr..abh ada meeting kat kl..tapi abh call..mcm2 abah nasihat..alhamdulillah..dapat pun msk intensive..sbb doa abh kot..=)mse nak hntr adk gi KRM..
abah ngan mak pkai bju kaler sme..abah bju batik hijau..mak kurung hijau..muka abah hepy sgt...
adk lagi hepy dpt buat abah hepy..1st week kt stu abah dtg lg..intrvw nak msk JAD lak..abh teman gi intrvw..abh pilih bju adk..abh ckp..pkai yg lembut2 sket..kaler trg2 sgt..before masuk intrvw tu..macam2 abh pesan..huhu..macam abh pulak yg lagi cuak dari adk..kuar je dr blk 2..trs abh tny cmne..berkat doa abh..intrvw adk ok je..pas intrvw..adk gastrik..abh bli kan susu utk adk..kite tggu k.ya lme sgt kn??tapi abah suh adk baring kt abah..adk igt tu bah..

byk lagi adk nak tulis pasal abah..
tapi mst pnjg..sbb byk sgt abh dah korbankn utk adk..
i just can say thnx for it..
i promise you..
i'll make you proud of me..
xdpt jd doktor pun..
i'll make sure i'll be engineer..
adk jge abh nnt..
abah..pls take care of yourself..
makan ubt..adk nak abah tgk adk grad nnt..
mcm mne pun..
i'll make sure u'll be there that tyme..
ABAH..ADIK SAYANG ABAH SANGAT!!

oh! another besday post..(O.o)

special dedicated for saebon~

wishing you a birthday
filled with sweet moments
and wonderful memories
to cheerish always~!

p/s: beg penganti purse..maafin daku~