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Jadikan kami hamba bertaqwa
Tiang iman untuk agama

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Muhammadurrasulullah
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Beratkan neraca pahala kunanti

Aku aniaya...
Diri sendiri selamanya
Ku tak tertanggung...
Duka dan dosa silamku

it's for you abah..

i know that abah won't read this entry..
but abah, i wrote this special for you..
my super duper hero..=)
an excellent father, his strength is making me stronger
HAPPY FATHER'S DAY ABAH..

abah..are u still remember..when i'm in standard 6..anak abah ni byk sgt maen2 kn??with sports..pegi kem 2 kem ni..all of the family was so worried bout me..UPSR lg sket je..tapi xstudy pun kn?after skol, gt shower..pastu tros tgk tv..huhu..tapi abah xkesah pun..abah always said,
"i know you can do it..abah tau anak abah ni.."
hikhik..syg abah!abah slalu suh smayang hajat..blk skola kne jemaah ngan abah.. alhamdulillah.. when the result announced..i got it!huhu..abah laa org yg plg happy..abah cakap..
"adik kne jadi doc..nnt abah sakit..sng.."
abah mmg takut ngan doc pn..sbb tu nak anak die jadi doc..

abah..abah igt lg tak??that tyme..sme org dah dapat tawaran gi skola sains..but i didn't get anyone of it..abah calm me down..
"xpe..skola biasa pun xpe..dpt msk kls rancangan khas tu jgk kn??"
he smiled at me..even i know..deep inside his heart..he really sad..i'm sorry abah..

abah..abah igt lagi tak??ttbe adk dpt tawaran gi skola sheikh malik??skola agama..all of them wanna me go there..sbb skola tu pun skola top gak kt trg..but i don't wanna go there..tak nak gi skola agama..nanti kene pkai tudung labuh...hahha..i cried all day long..pastu abah pujuk...
"xnak pegi pun xpela..skola je kt skola skarang.."

abah..abah igt lagi tak??a month at that skoll..a got a letter..TAWARAN KE SEKOLAH BERASRAMA PENUH..i'm so happy...yes i am!adik terus call abah...abah had a meeting on that tyme..adk jerit2 kt abah..
"adk dpt skola sains!!yes! adik dpt"
adk dpt dgr suara hepy abh..kejap pastu..abah smpi umah..xtau laa brape abah pecut..he leave the meeting..abah read the letter..and hugged me tightly..
"TANIAH!", he said..

abah..abah igt lagi tak??my 1st month at scipp??i called home everyday..i cried and cried..it's my 1st tyme away from home..i asked u to pick me home..abah cakap..
"sabar laa..kte nak jadi doktor..weekend abah pegi"
every week abah and mak visited me..i don't care how far you travel just to visit me..what i know that tyme is..i want to meet both of you..just it..everytyme you come..after solat..abah mesti take a nap kat surau..penat sgt kot..3 jam driving..tapi adik xpenah kesah pun mse tu kan??abah sabar je..thanx abh!

abah..abah igt lagi tak??when PMR is just round the corner??i called you..just to shared with you..how worried i am..
"adik takut laa nak PMR"
pastu abah marah2
"anak abah sme berani2..xde takut2 ni"
abah ex-army..pantang anak die takut2 ni..then i sobbed..abah tanya dah xjwb dah..senyap je..
weekend tu abah ngan mak visited me..i'm quiet surprised..you didn't told me that you wanna come..mak cakap abah nyesal marah2 adik..hikhik..sayang abah!

abah..abah igt x??adik xdpt ambk rslt PMR..kite nak hntr mak teh g umrah kan??abah cakap call je..i warned everybody..don't ever gedik2 nak call skola eik..biar adik tau dlu..adk xconfident ngan my result..byk sgt maen2 mse tue..tapi xdapat tau jgk hari tu..office busy sgt..so we decided call esk..esk tu..abah xsng duduk..adk pun sme..after suduh xtdo pun..kte gilir2 call office..abah call dalam bilik abah..gne ur fon..adk call dlm blk adk..skali..they answered my cal..
once again..alhamdulillah..i got straight A's..lari2 msk bilik abh..lompat2 atas katil abah..jerit2..abah hepy sgt..mak kat dapur dgr adik jerit2..terus naek..mak nangis..and so with you..i'm so proud..dapat buat both of you hepy..alhamdulillah..

abah..abah igt lagi tak??on the way nak amk rslt SPM lak..kte stop breakfast..adk xlalu mkn..abh mrh..
"knape xnk mkn??nak biar perut kosong??nak gastrik??"
adk nangis..mak ckp ngan abh..
"jgn mrh..smlm pun xleh tdo nihh..risau laa tu"
pas makan..dlm kete adk senyap je..tapi nak dekat2 smpi tu..adk tny abah ngan abah..klu adk xdpt 10A xpe ke??
"abah ngan mak xkesah pun brpe..yg penting adk dah usaha..abah nampak tu"
i smiled..but i know..they really hope that i could gt straight A's..mak cakap..kalau boleh jgn lagi rndh dari result PMR..dalam kete adk dpt msg frm my teacher..she said i got 7A's..i tell you..
abah ngan mak nangis..but i don't knowboth of you nangis sbb hepy or frust..but i'm really frust with it..i hope i gt 8 and above..tapi bile smpi skola..and gt the result..
"taniah..awk dpt 8.."ckgu sahar ckp
"tipu arr ckgu..td miss sabby msg sy..sy dpt 7 je.."
ngan muka monyok sket ni..huhu
"lor..xcye tgk sndri.."
kire2 blk..btl laa..8..huhu..adik jerit pggl abah..
"adk dpt 8 laa bah..adk dpt 8!"
dis tyme adk nmpk..abh senyum..laen dri yg td..lagi lebar snym abh...pas kuar office 2..abh ckp..abh mmg target adk dpt 8 and above pun..alhamdulillah..abah siap nazar ag utk adk..

abah..abah igt lg tak??bila adk dpt msk JAD??abh laa org plg hepy..mse mle2 nk intrvw nak msk intensive..abah xdpt hntr..abh ada meeting kat kl..tapi abh call..mcm2 abah nasihat..alhamdulillah..dapat pun msk intensive..sbb doa abh kot..=)mse nak hntr adk gi KRM..
abah ngan mak pkai bju kaler sme..abah bju batik hijau..mak kurung hijau..muka abah hepy sgt...
adk lagi hepy dpt buat abah hepy..1st week kt stu abah dtg lg..intrvw nak msk JAD lak..abh teman gi intrvw..abh pilih bju adk..abh ckp..pkai yg lembut2 sket..kaler trg2 sgt..before masuk intrvw tu..macam2 abh pesan..huhu..macam abh pulak yg lagi cuak dari adk..kuar je dr blk 2..trs abh tny cmne..berkat doa abh..intrvw adk ok je..pas intrvw..adk gastrik..abh bli kan susu utk adk..kite tggu k.ya lme sgt kn??tapi abah suh adk baring kt abah..adk igt tu bah..

byk lagi adk nak tulis pasal abah..
tapi mst pnjg..sbb byk sgt abh dah korbankn utk adk..
i just can say thnx for it..
i promise you..
i'll make you proud of me..
xdpt jd doktor pun..
i'll make sure i'll be engineer..
adk jge abh nnt..
abah..pls take care of yourself..
makan ubt..adk nak abah tgk adk grad nnt..
mcm mne pun..
i'll make sure u'll be there that tyme..
ABAH..ADIK SAYANG ABAH SANGAT!!

oh! another besday post..(O.o)

special dedicated for saebon~

wishing you a birthday
filled with sweet moments
and wonderful memories
to cheerish always~!

p/s: beg penganti purse..maafin daku~

jatuh cinta lagi..

oh! i'm in love...

with FLOWERS..
i dunno why..
but recently, i really do love flowers..
i want it! i want it!
is there anybody wanna gimme??
hohhOo..hope there's yg berhati baek
wanna gimme a bouquet of roses..
*maksud yg tersirat* ngee~
jom mencuci mata...lalala

roses..i can smell you~ in july :D


dpt tdo dlm ni..best jgk~


i prefer live outside my house if
i've dis such beautiful garden~!


even thousand of flowers drop on me..
only dis one in my heart..

(O.o)special post for my dear fatina...

bedday2..my dear fatina..
HEPPY BIRTHDAY~!
may you have a very special
birthday filled with everything your
heart desires, and may all your
birthday wishes come true..
p/s: hope it fit with you
and you could wear it on our last hang out..

baju muslimah....

one more thing that i want to share with u people..yesterday kuar hang out ngn fana and piqah..saje je laa menggedik-gedik pakai baju muslimah ni.. plus..sebab tu baju baru..huhu..before dis, it's never crossed my mind that i will buy it or wear it..mmg xpenah trpikir pun..and penah je i told my fren,even i turn to be warak cmne pun..i'll never buy it..i'll buy baju yg labuh2 jgk..but not that kind of baju..tapi Allah tue Maha Berkuasa..cakap besar lagi ngan Dia..Dia ubah hati elin ni..tergerak jugak to buy that baju..huhu

asal2nye tengok fana..die beli baju tue..comel..warna biru..stripe2 lak tue..i lyke! tambah2 agi ngan orang tolong bayar...mane laa elin xtolak..huhu..*mekacihh ye cik farrah!*..bcoz of too excited dapat baju baru..i wear it to a talk with prof, about 'future engineer'..pas talk tue..plan nak g sunway..to find some besday present..for them..hoho..*anda2..jgn ghairah ye..ktorg beli yg bese2 je..huhu*..mse pkai g talk tue..ok je..xde org pandang pelik or cakap pape pun..maybe it's a comman kat tbp ni kot..rmai sangat yg pakai macam tue kat sini..then, elin pun behave lyke usual laa..

after talk tue..rase cam mls lak to change baju..pkai jela baju tue g sunway..pegi ngan 'kuda puteh'..so xrase pape laa kot..coz put pun wearing jubah..huhu..tapi sangat laa malu,bile ngah jln2 tue..ada plak yg bagi salam..kalau sekali xpe..but it's 2 tymes..with the different people..adoii..pelik sangat ke people who wearing this baju??pelik ke for a muslim nak tutup aurat dorang??i wish u'll get a wife yg pakai purdah..nnt when u jln2 with her..orang laughing at her plak..that tyme baru padan muke korang..tau laa apa rsenye..when people laughing at you..huhh!

hurmm..teringat plak a question yg one of my kouhai asked mse usrah las tyme.."salah ke klu kite nak jalani hidup yang normal..nak pegi konsert cam orang2 biasa buat..pegi jom heboh..salah ke??"..then iman besar masjid unisel kite pun jawab laa.."adakah itu yg dinamakan kehidupan yang normal??itu bukan kehidupan yang normal tapi kehidupan yg dibuat2 normal.."

pastu..masuk lak ada satu kedai 2..nak beli baju for my fren..pas2 sales girl 2 pon cakap..
"baju ni lawa gak klu nak wat dress..pkai ngan belt ni.."
"ishh..xnak laa..nanti nampak cam ketat sangat..xseswai..pakai tudung lak.."
"owhh..kawan tue macam korang2 ni sume ke??"
macam apa kak??koyak mulot baru tau...
oh! i'm so evil...
seb baek laa elin ni dah penat tyme tue..terpaksa laa beli jgk kt situ..*sigh*

elin ni bukan laa warak sangat..ishh..mmg xwarak langsung laa..tapi kadang2 tue geram laa jgk..korang xnak ikut apa yang Allah suruh tue..ske hati korang laa..tapi jangan laa mengata or kutuk plak ngan orang yg nak belajar mengikut cakap Allah ni..sebab dorang tu laa..elin xnak pkai baju tu agi!klu ada apa2 yg kne pkai baju 2 je baru nak pkai..... :(

bye2 bju yang comel...sleep tight in wardrobe..

ni laa baju comel tue..lawa kan??
ske stripe2..biru lak tue..
*fitting room padini concept store* =)

enuff~!

oh! i shud stop it..
can i??
melampaunye elin..
kuar shop habes duet...
ingat duet 2 air apa??
there's still have baju yg xpakai agi kt wardrobe tu..
but when i went out to sunway yesterday..
i bought the new one..huhu
yg tu xtau laa bile lak nk pkai..
enuff~! there's no more shop...
for dis month..LOL
i noe dat i can stop dis habit..
i love my money...
but i love shop MORE...lol
ohh..i'm so addicted with it~

p/s :that's why i shud have a husband who have dis 5C..
*cash
*credit cards
*condos
*cars
*charm
*caring-en momot suh add..ciri2 die katenye..huhu..yeahh..i admit it!

anybody who have all dis requirement can call me keyh~!LOL

kepada encek momot..sila2 laa berusaha ye~

:(

sedey2...felt lyke crying..
tapi mmg sedey laa ni... :(
baju yg my besfren bagi rosak..
donno why..
but there's tompok2 biru on it..
elin syg gle bju 2..
really luv it~!
alia gimme during her las holls..
louya..sowy2..
xjge leklok..

:( ni laa baju malang tue..it's my fault!

can u see that tompok2 hijau tu on my baju??arghh..