Syamim was on call last night. Usually, when he is in the emergency ward or assigned to emergency operation, he will be super duper busy like he has no time to even check my text. So, I will not wait for him and off to bed first. But sometimes, Allah makbulkan his dua and give him a quiet night while he's on call.
.....and last night he was in the emergency ward. When I'm about to take off to my la-la-land, he called.
"Are you sleeping?"
"No, I'm sky-diving."
"My patient just died."
"................."
...and I can hear background voices as if someone is crying.
I feel bad. Tell me what should I do if the same thing happen again?
