kechiwa....

hmm, even masok hari ni dah 3hari kot. tapi still sedey ni.. the feelling sme macam the tyme dapat result SPM. ble tengok bio dapat B3. sedey yang amat. Yela,apa rasa bila benda yang sebelum ni xpenah fail, ttbe bila hari penentuan 2 fail.

act, hari selasa hari tu, ada test JPJ. since mula2 belajar sampai laa a day before JPJ tu, xpenah pun fail kat bukit tu and xpenah pun langgar tiang mse parking 2. tapi ttbe, ble JPJ ni, boleh pulak kete terundur ke belakang balik and tayar lebih dari garisan kuning. frust gile.

before amik kete tue, dah ckp ngan org yg susun2 kete tue. xnak kete ni..nk kete cikgu. sbb takot bese..byk kali ckp ngan die. tapi die ckp, sme kete sama..pastu malas laa nak gaduh..nanti cakap aku ni lebih2 pulak..bawak kete xde laa pandai sgt. tapi demanding..

mula2 everything ok. tapi bila dah sampi kat atas bukit tue.. tarik handbreak, kete undur ke belakang. then, aku pijak laa ngan kaki..tarik agi skali handbreak dah macam nk tercabot handbreak 2 aku tarik..tapi die stil gerak ke blkg sampai laa tayar 2  dah lebih dari line kuning 2. dengan happy nya JPJ tue cakap, "dah lebih dah, turun2" sakitnya dlm hati xde sape yg tau. frust. frust. frust.

after amek borang tu, pegi plak que ntok jalan raya. jumpa ngan cuzie ak yg keje kat situ. cakap ngan die aku fail bukit. die terkejut.  
"knp kandas?bkn slma ni blh bwt ke?debor ke?"
"bujkan, handbreak kete 2....." aku dah stat na leleh ni..haha..
"kete mne?" die pun tgk borang aku..ada plat no kat situ...
"laa..bakpe amik kte ni??Allah..kete ni mmg ad mslh sket ngn handbreak die."

keciwa aku ni xyah cakap laa..nak je sumpah2 spe yg berkenaan tu jadi katak. dah laa blk umah 2 kne marah lagi ngan abah. abah cakap smua tu salah aku. sape suruh xcheck before guna. jln straight xtarik handbreak pun kete stop jgk abh..mne laa adk tawu.. seriously, sampai hari ni, kalau igt balik..mesti nak nangis..kalau jalan raya fail, boleh time lagi..ni bukit..xpatut2!

oh please.

i guess it's still not too late

for me to wish

a HAPPY NEW YEAR 

to all of you peeps.

hope 2010 brings you much happiness.

あけましておめでとう。良いお年を。

今年もよろしくお願いします。

owh.btw today is my sis's besday. and semalam besday abg.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to both of you. 

Selamat tinggal 2009. all the memories will remain forever. baek kenangan pahit atau manis, akan tersimpan indah di dalam memori.(chewahh ayt.xleh blah.haha)

lots things happened sepanjang 2009 ni. and the most menyedihkan to us is my aunt dah kembali ke rahmatullah. dah 28hari kot. if i'm not mistaken. a day before JLPT. so,k.ya jela yang balik, aku xdapat balik. tapi after k.ya balik kl balik, confirm laa dapat dgr hot stories.haha. k.ya cakap,muka arwah bersih je. and she smile. (erk.xtakot ke weh tengok muka org dah mati tapi still senyum?hadoii). k.ya cakap, xpenah tgk muka org mati sebersih arwah. and kehadiran mereka2 utk solat jenazah tu telah menyebabkan kesesakkan lalu lintas. seyes, traffic jammed kejap. kereta penuh. cam org datang nak smayang raya.and siap ada ahli parlimen sponsor food ag utk yang datang tahlil. hurmm, hope Allah tempatkan dia dikalangan org2 beriman. Aminn.

a week left. sabtu balik TBP dan kesengsaraan akan bermula kembali. but this hols is really different with the previous hols. apa tak nya. mula2 cuti pun dah kena cirit birit. pastu lagi sikit nak kne masok ward. seb baek gaduh ngan doc tue. kalau tak, cutiku di hospital laa jawabnya. pastu insiden jatuh tangga sampi benjol sebijik kat dahi. pastu demam lak.hahaha. macam2 laa aku ni.anyway, i enjoy my hols too muchie!

dear Saturday, please come slowly. and dear elin, please finish up your assignments! oh please. i'm willing to do just anything but NOT exam and those assignment and reports.

TRUST..

lately, macam ramai laa plak bermasalah ngan relationship dorang.

pas sorang,sorang kawan aku cite pasal prob dorang.

nk komen pun, relationship ak pun bukan baek sgt.

nnt komen banyak2, ada plak yg cakap,

aku ni komen je pandai, tapi hal sendiri xtau nak jaga.

tapi so far, alhamdulillah.

ok laa kot.

cam dah lame je xgaduh..

(cam mintak nak gaduh laa plak kan?haha)

just lately,jarang sket borak ngan die.

kinda tired..gomenne dear..

awal2 cuti tu satu hal laa kan.

saket..warded..so sgt pnt laa~

pastu ni mak lak g kl,

so, terpaksa laa ak menumpang kaseh kat umah kakak..

hari ni ikut kakak gi kerja,

esok ikut abg lak..

kne bangun awal.

and kat ofis xleh tdo..haiyoo!

just one thing laa..

to those yg long distance-loving nie..

maybe boleh praktik kot..(chewwahh)

TRUST EACH OTHER.

The best proof of love is trust. If we cannot trust, can we find love or joy??

tapi tue laa..kte pun xtau ak yang jadi ngn relationship kte tue kan? nak cakap lebih2 pun..semuanya di tanganNya. but please, anda, he loves you..just trust him. i don't know whether u usha my blog or not. maybe nnt one day u bce kot..huhu. aku doa korang kekal weh. =)

i miss you..

sha la la la la,
sha la la la la

you used to call me your angel,
said I was sent straight down from heaven
you'd hold me close in your arms
I love the way you felt so strong
I never wanted you to leave
I wanted you to stay here holding me

I miss you,
I miss your smile
and I still shed a tear
every once in a while
and even though it's different now
you're still here somehow 
my heart won't let you go
and I need you to know
I miss you
sha la la la la
I miss you

you used to call me your dreamer 
and now I'm living out my dream
oh, how I wish you could see
everything that's happening for me
I'm thinking back on the past
it's true that time is flying by too fast

I miss you,
I miss your smile
and I still shed a tear
every once in a while
and even though it's different now
you're still here somehow 
my heart won't let you go
and I need you to know
I miss you
sha la la la la
I miss you

I know your in a better place, yeah
but I wish that I could see your face, oh
I know that your'e where you need to be
even though it's not here with me

I miss you
I miss your smile
and I still shed a tear
every once in a while
and even though it's different now
you're still here somehow 
my heart won't let you go
and I need you to know
I miss you
sha la la la la
I miss you

I miss your smile 
and I still shed a tear
every once in a while
and even though it's different now
you're still here somehow 
my heart won't let you go
and I need you to know 
I miss you
sha la la la la
I miss you

back at one..

It’s undeniable
That we should be together
It’s unbelievable
How I used to say
That I’d fall never
The basis is need to know
If you don’t know
Just how I feel
Then let me show you now
That I’m for real
If all things in time
Time will reveal

One
You're like a dream come true
Two
Just wanna be with you
Three
Cause, it's plain to see
That you're the only one for me
And four
Repeat steps one through three
Five
Make you fall in love with me
If ever I believe my work is done
Then I'll start back at one

It's so incredible
The way things work themselves out
And all emotional
Once you know what it's all about, hey
And undesirable
For us to be apart
I never would've made it very far
'Cause you know you got the keys to my heart
'Cause...

 Say farewell to the dark of night
I see the coming of the sun
I feel like a little child
Whose life has just begun
You came and breathed new life
Into this lonely heart of mine
You threw out the lifeline
Just in the nick of time

合格した!!

suppose shud post entry ni smlm ag..

tapi cause of terlalu sebok ngan report

I have no tyme for it

semalam sgt memorable for me..

tadaaa...

  I got this paper yesterday..

Alhmdulillah.. I passed my uni interview

TAKUSHOKU UNIVERSITY...

fuhh..a day before sangat mencuakkan me..

when the tyme terbace je notice ni kat notice board

smua benda xkena..

risau lah katakan..haha

yela..sape yang xrisau,

if xdapat, degree kat unisel jela jawabnye..haha

masuk hari nie dah 8 uni dah tau result..

Allahdulillah, all of them passed..

and hope for the next group pun will pass too

sekarang masih menunggu result for my second choice uni..

TOKYO UNIVERSITY OF TECHNOLOGY

hope yang nie pun lepass laa..

have my fingers crossed!

notakaki: searching for rumah untuk 2 orang..yang murah and dekat ngan dai.. senpai, oshiete....yoroshikune..:)

missing.....

I WISH I CAN FLY

SO THAT I CAN BE WITH YOU

BUT EVERYONE KNOWS IT'S IMPOSSIBLE FOR ME TO FLY

I KNOW THAT, YOU KNOW THAT, EVERYONE KNOWS

EVEN THOUGH WE'RE FAR APART,

I'VE BEEN ALWAYS PRAYING FOR YOU

AND I LOVE YOU ABAH.

I LOVE YOU. I LOVE YOU.

PLEASE DON'T EVER EVER LEAVE ME.

I WANT YOU TO SEE ME ON MY GRADUATION DAY.

I WANT YOU TO BE THE FIRST PERSON

TO KNOW THAT I HAVE A JOB ALREADY.

I WANT YOU TO BE THE FIRST PERSON

TO RIDE MY DREAM CAR.

I WANT YOU TO BE THE ONE

WHO CRITICIZE MY FUTURE HUSBAND.

I WANT YOU TO TELL ME

WHAT'S WRONG AND WHAT'S RIGHT.

I WANT TO HAVE THAT CONVERSATION

WE USED TO HAVE IN THE PHONE

WHERE YOU GAVE ME LOTS OF MOTIVATIONAL WORDS.

I WANT YOU TO BE ON MY WEDDING DAY.

I WANT YOU TO HOLD MY FIRST CHILD.

I WANT YOU TO BE WITH ME

FOR EVERYTHING...

I WANT TO HEAR THIS FROM YOU EVERYTIME I NEED TO
"Abah sayang adik."