hari raya kami di hospital..

selamat hari raya! huhu.. so peeps how was ur hari raya??hmm, donno whether it's my last hari raya at msia or i'll meet it again next ya..hoho..i reached at home around 6 am on hari raya.. we still have class on the day before.. when most of people already at their hmetown, we still at unisel, in denjiki class and denki class..arghh..tapi it's better then last ya pny hari raya.. i can't go home coz we had an exam a day before raya.. ni lah yang ssh bila belajar ngan org yg xberaya..

urmm, this year is totally different with the pass years..without k.ya and abg..and k.ja at hospital..haha..positive taun..alalala..syian dear sis ni..mlm raya dah call abah, "abah esok datang awal2 sket eik"..hahaha.. and mak pun ckp.."sunyi raya taun ni xde org..nex ya adk lak xde", hoho..mak xmenghitung hari ke??kihkih..

sebab me sampai dah subuh, then, aku xberniat laa untuk tidur..if tidur pun nanti kena bangun balik nak gi smyang raya.. kesudahannya..after smyang raya aku pun tidur laa till asar. kazen2 datang pun xsedar..huhu.. itu pun bangun sbb nak gi hospital tgk k.ja..dah nangis tue raya sorg2 kat hospital..hohho

that's the first day of hari raya..the second day lak, ktorg beraya kat umah k.ida..ada buat akikah sket..jemu2..asek2 jumpa daging je..cbe bagi aku makan ikan sket..isk3..huhu..seriously, really rndu nak makan fresh fishes terengganu..disebabkan anak bongsu mak ni nak sgt makan ikan, mak pun masak laa lauk mlm 2, ikan je..haha..mak memang terbaek lah!

and owh, today memang best, kisah budak yang baru berkhatan..haha..menjerit habis stu umah dengar..adeh laa nephew aku ini..to those yang belom berkhatan tue, jangan berkhatan..saket dowh!haha

that's all bolak balik my cuti..and my shukudai not done yet!*sigh*

when you have no mood for your class

forced ma self to wake up in the freeze, cold, early morning..but it's alrealdy 7.07 am elin..and i don't know how many tymes shikin woke me up and i'm just ignored her..gomenne ah kin!hehe..i stepped to toilet lazily, brush my teeth and just let air tue terbukak macam tue je (sejokk lor..bajet nak suh air sejok 2 kuar dulu..nanti nak mandi air dah panas sket..huhu)..after siap mandi, ah fut offer me to join her to school with her kuda puteh.. =)leh siap lambat2 sket..

arghh, i have engineering ethics today..i hate this class.seriously! presentation..presentation..and presentation again!and the discussion all in nihon go (just sometymes, ble sensei xnmpk hentam je melayu..ngee2).

and now here i am, in rinri class..typing for my entry even theres's presentation about engineering ethics infront..owhh, i have my information precessing mini test after this..and i haven't study anything yet! just finish my report last nyte..toing2! let's see what will happen with the result..ngee~

that was it!

alhamdulillah..at last, habes jugak sengsara mensetsu (interview) aku..seyes xtipu..sangat2 tensi ngn mensetsu ni. habis sme kerja tertangguh, tido pun lambat..tapi alhamdulillah laa, ok laa kot..last saturday aku mensetsu for Tokyo University of Technology(Tokyo Kouka) and ahad tue pulak for Takushoku University(Takudai)..

yang Tokyo Kouka tue, i don't noe spe yang interview spe.. there's only a panel inside and he only asked me two question. "why you want to study at Tokyo Kouka?" and "what your future plan?". only this two question. no senmon question and yang lagi dasyatnya, he didn't anything about my ganshou (application form).. and after that, die suh aku plak yang interview die..adehh, masak gue. aku tanya jela soklan bongok..if ada problems dengan sape we shud refer..pas die answered me, i thought die nak bagi laa aku kuar, tapi die suh tanya lagi..bile ak cakap dah xde pape nak tanya, die cakap, "tanya je pape, xde kaitan ngan dai and study pun xpe" (cehh, cam terer je jepon ni cakap melayu,haha). pastu apa ntah aku merepek kat dalam tue aku pun dah lupa..
at first tue, macam agak frust laa sket.. sebab die macam terlintas, "eh, asal sikit sgt die ni tanya? mensetsu aku ni worst ke?". cam sedikit chuaks laa..hoho..

then, the next day, mensetsu for Takudai. there's 3 panels inside.. a young lady and 2 guys..overall borak2 biasa jela..die suh aku lukis peta..SEKOLAH MENENGAH SAINS PASIR PUTEH kat mne??haiyaa..geog pn dapat A tyme PMR je kot..hoho..ouh trial sme..aku pun just skecth penisular malaysia(sbb lupa sabah ngan sarawak dok sblh mne..haha..senget eln!)then' story laa sket2 where's my skola nih..bla..bla..bla..pastu die tanya pulak, if nak gi jalan2 kat pasir puteh tue, which part they shud visited...adoi pkcik, u thought pasir puteh tue lyke vanice??hoho..aku sengeh je..JERAM PASU..i told them..lantak korang la, agak2 nak ryouko, sile2 la ke jeram pasu tue..haha..(aku pun pegi sne tyme form 2 kot. tyme tue sbb skola xd air, smmgu jgk la kot merana)

so far, all things berjalan ngn smoothly laa kot..hope i'll get what i want. insyaAllah.. owh, one more thing. before interview Kouka tue, borak2 laa ngan ada akak who works kat JAD tue.." akak,  if dorg tanya knp Kouka ni second choice, nak jwb ap?"..hrmm..aku xde alasan kenapa aku lepas Kouka as my second choice..act, benda yang aku nak belaja tue ada kat Kouka tapi aku xnak pegi sne sebab if i passed the interview, it's will be only me yang pegi Kouka tue nanati.. i don't wanna be alone there. after Dr. Suhaya, Kak Nor bagi nasihat, aku nak balik pegi Kouka. Kak Nor nasihat, doa jela..if dapat dua2 that means, Allah tunjuk me that Takudai is the best choice for me but if i only passed the Kouka's interview, it's mean............
so, peeps, pray for me. hope i get the right one for me..

naa~today is twin's besday..sonok lepaskan tensi kat org..balut dorg ni ngn blanket, then heret naek tgkt 10 pastu turun balik smpi tgkt 5 pastu naek lif lagi..haha..macam heret lembu lak smlm..so dear~

SWEET 20TH btw..

  

tenangkan hati ini ya Allah

i'm still wake up at this tyme

even kepala dah berdenyut2

even mata dah bengkak

even dah sakit belakang

even cam dah xde kudrat..

tears still rolling down my face

besarnya dugaan-Mu ya Allah..

might be Kau gunakan cara ini untuk sedarkan aku

betapa jauhnya aku dariMu ya Allah

yeah. aku sedar, aku maken jauh dariMu ya Allah.

dalam kelekaan, aku diuji

dalam kealpaan, aku diduga..

aku xde tmpt nak mengadu Ya Allah...

tadi call mak, ngah cakap2

k.ja rampas fon

"dah2.. ckp lama2. bil mahal laa"

ngn mak pn aku xdpt mengadu.

ble online, abg pn not there..

i'm waited till 1a.m

bie pn still xcal me..

i tried to call him

but there's no answer..

aku xde tmpt nak mngadu Ya Allah..

hanya pada-Mu..

dlm tangis, aku bersyukur

might be Allah still loves me..

dan maseh mmberi aku ruang utk bertaubat

dan dalam ramai2, aku dipilih untuk di uji

YA ALLAH, PERMUDAHKANLAH AKU DALAM MELALUI UJIANMU INI

notakaki: if ada termarah, terkasar, tertengking or pape je yg menyinggung spe2 lately, GOMENNE~

KAWEN or STUDY???

maybe dah adab dok hostel kot.

ble blk umh tue, mmg pulun gle2 tgk tv.

bgn tdo, trs tgk tv.

nnt dh azan zohor, bru terhengeh2 nak mandi.

dh kne sound ngan abah,

bru laa reti nak angkat punggung.

tapi slalunye klu abh tgk aku xmandi lagi,

abh mesti cakap,

"xyah mandi laa dik, jimat sket bil air umah abh"

hehe...

tapi klu mak pulak,

"pegi la mandi.. dah zohor ni. asek tgk tv je. cbe bkk buku sme."

tapi slalunye aku bwt dek je~

"jap lagi laa. 5minit"

"klu dah mls sgt nak blja, kawen jela.. jage lmbu ke"

"klu mak dah ada calon, hari ni jugak adk benti skola! haha"

hangen nye org tua tue,

xyah ckp laa

masa tue, klu ada pasu kat sbelah mak,

pasu pun boleh melayang kat pale aku nih.

haha..

dulu cam igt kawen ni senang je.

yela, kawen jela.

tapi smlm, after teman k.ja g cri sum stuff ntk wed die,

aduhai...

bru aku tau ssh jgk nak kawen ni, aishh~

cbe bayangkan,

langsir bilik pengantin pun dh hbs rm250

hntrn sje pn dh nk dekat seribu.

itu pun dh bruntung sgt abh sponsor set bilik tdo ntk ank2 die.

klu tak, mau melyang lagi 3,4 ribu..

hmm..

klu kire2.. if nak kawen tue,

paling kurang pun kne ada dlm 20ribu laa kot..

kalau dah macam tue,

nampak gayanye kne blja lagi laa.

free2 dpt 400rbu, hehe..

evry month leh shop ngn seronoknye.

                                                          

nota kaki: so en. momot, sile2 laa b'kerja keras ye! hehe

+interview+

heyy..im back!
aduh..gle lme xupdate blog ni.
dh berhabuk kot. hoho
last post bln 8 kot
ni dh bln 11.
gle ah, cpt gle mse..
and ktorg pon dh soro2 nak fly.
insyaAllah..
ha, ckp psl nak fly ni.
sok ktorg dah start intrvw.
tapi dgn sensei ktorg jela,
blom ngn sensei from uni jpon ag.
tp ke'cuak'an ttp terasa.
apa x nye, ak antara mereka yg first kot esk.
awal pagi lg, kol 850.
mle2 kuar schedule 2,
ak dh susah hati.
awal2 agi dh call abh ngn mak.
bab2 intrvw ni lemah sket.
ye arr.. ap xcuak nye.
everything dorg tgk kot.
lg2 ngn org jpon ni.
nak intrvw pn siap sensei wt kls ag tue.
cmne nk msk, cmne nk ktok pintu, cmne nak diri.
agak dasyat laa tahap kesopanan si jpon2 ini.
tapi nak buat cne.
xkan nak stop separuh jalan kot.
akan ku cuba juga.
yosh! gambare elin.

notakaki: peeps. do pray 4 me~